Really Unlucky~

ARGH...
What wrong with me!?
1 month get 2 penalty...
1 RM30 & another 1 is RM300...
Im getting to be crazy...
I feel very sry to my dad who works hard to feed me,
but i making so much problem to him...
I very regret...
I swear i wont get caught easily next time!

Too many bad things happened towards me this year...
When i refresh back,
really sad...
& also hurt me a lots...
Why?
I asked myself...
I think this is what God trying to give me some resist & I have to overcome it...
OK...
I will face it...
Will a injured condition...
& very very injured...

Can i go through it?
Hope so...
& hope i got enough of power, strength & also confident to face it...