Monday, May 17, 2010

Teacher's Day

Today is Teacher's Day
Our MTE are in charged to take part during the teacher's day..
Although there is insufficient of time,
but the efficiency of MTE's members have made it on time and get ready for everything...
We are divided into 3 groups:
1 is to clean out the teacher's room
2 is decorating the stage and drawing the backdraw
3 is preparing for the performance on the teacher's day...
Although i do not know what should i do for the decorating stage,
my team and i finish the backdraw...
Haha...
Sure got somethings make you unhappy lo...
During drawing the backdraw...
Kao!
I do not know how many of them really know how to colour the drawing...
Until i no eye see...
( really very ugly... )
Nvm bah...
i not going to re-do it,
perhaps i prefer to choose those who are really pro in drawing with me...
( what la... choose me as the ketua kumpulan 2 )...
During decorating the stage,
i really dunno how to design the stage by using 2 set of ribbon paper...
quite embarrassing...
throw to them to do :P...

During teahcer's day...
sure wont be so free sitting and watching the performance lo...
We need to get ready for the activities (game lo) for teacher to have fun...
sure very crazy lo...
but unfortunately,
i jus took the time when they playing the water balloon...
afraid of taking the handphone out...
after that,
we hide ourself at 2nd floor,
waiting until the performance show end,
and throw the balloon to where the teacher sit...
after that,
sure need clean out the things lo...
>.<
Haha...
But today is a enjoyable day...
:)

Sunday, May 16, 2010

无能的我

最近的她,
情绪很不稳定,
而我知道了,
但却无能为力。。。
我也知道我不应该执着,
因为她太爱他了,
所以受到的伤害也很大。。。
这是因为他们俩的事,
我也不应该插手,
但是看到她精疲力尽的样子,
忍不得心有在痛。。。
原来时日相隔了这么久,
她还在我的心里某某深处。。。
曾经要忘记她,
但是。。。
现在,
她的影片仿佛不由自主的呈现出我的脑海里,
难怪得最近对美眉没有兴趣。。。

而我了解了我自己,
我会变成好色好玩是因为为了麻醉自己。。。
嘴上说很美,
说想把妹,
但心里却蠢蠢欲动。。。

她可以为了他,
琐碎事也大发肝火,
因为她在乎他,
非常非常喜欢他。。。
她常常说她没事,
装作一副很坚强的样子。。。
但我知道她非常的伤心,
每天都在哭泣。。。
我心也蛮痛的。。。
有时我也很恨他,
为什么时常伤害她弱小的心灵;
为什么不改掉那些坏习惯;
为什么。。。
然后最近却忽然想到他是不是在玩弄感情?
见一个爱一个,
玩完了就扔掉。。。
可能这是我对吸烟的人的一种偏见。
我也知道爱情是要互相宽容的,
要给大家一些私人空间。
也要成熟一点,
为将来有所打算。。。

就在前几个星期,
她告诉我,
她很不快乐,
因为他xxxx
就从那天开始,
她天天都不快乐。。。
我也非常着急,
到现在,
她情绪也渐渐处于低潮,
在默默等待他的解释。。。

如果他们通过了这关,
我相信他们的关系也会变得比以前还要坚固。

我有时想过要去安慰她,
叫她别难过,
但是却说不出来,
深怕触及她的伤口,
哭泣了起来。。。
每次找她,
想要让她开心些
给她一些安慰,
但却不知从何下手。。。
也不知道如何让她开心。。。

P/S
最近的我,
忽然变得很迟钝,
几次几次都差点车祸。。。
连载学校的表现也变得越来越糊涂。。。
老师们也担心,
还问我最近怎么了。。。
我回答:最近越读越糊涂。。。
也不知道什么原因。。。
希望我能快些好起来!
刚刚读完了 physics,
超多花样,
希望我能了解和记下来。。。
也希望她能快快振作起来。。。

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

No Comment...

Ha ha ha ha...
I totally no comment to day...
I think I'm really too kind...
Until i, myself get in trouble...
Sienz...

Woman mah...
damn troublesome creatures...
And i think i will not wish to get in this group anymore...
I'm no longer tolerate with them already...
Because...
They like to act anythings without thinking other people feeling...
Brainless...
......
......
Is too bad for me to talking some1 bad at here...
However...
After finish the conservation...
I walked out alone,
and the angel and devil are keep fighting inside my brain...
Finally conclusion is come out...
I'm too kind...
nonono...
perhaps is ......

Here come to the grandmother story...

Actually we planned to arrange nicely,
so every1 can talk, present theirs stance and try to balance the team...
...... Now here come to the lie ......
......
During the discussion,
i thought a lots...
Actually i was going to switch point candidate B,
but surprisingly candidate B supported the point that candidate A was supporting...
So...
I was worry about the situation of candidate D who was supporting the other point,
and i decided to help candidate D and continued the point i doing at task A,
which i felt nth to say and waiting how the discussion going on...
When the moment candidate A had finished his point,
its my turn to talk right,
suddenly ' can i interrupt? '
thats not my voice,
was candidate D...
......
Weren't we planned to let all the candidate to finish theirs stance first?
......
When the D had finish argue,
then let me to presence the point...
Suddenly,
a feeling come to my mind,
but i have no time to think about the feeling,
and started to talk my point and opposed A and B 's point...
And i was regret...
After i finish my point...
the candidate which i was going to help suddenly opposed me...
Thats D...
I felt like being betrayed...
I totally no idea why she could like that...
and my mind started to panic,
any point that i was going to oppose A & B points were gone...
What they were talking i totally could not listen...
And late on,
A, B and D were attacking my point,
and i going to oppose,
'But...'
Suddenly B : mind to interrupt...
fuck off!!
they even did not let me to stand a chance to talk and kept on attacking me...
when they let me to talk again,
I already did not have any mood to talk again...
and i was silence during the discussion for 3-4min...
Now i know what the feeling like...
'dulan'...
And during that time,
A & B started to attacked D,
I am quiet...
until A emphasized the point i going to support,
then i only had the chance to talk...
And then,
End...

I was quiet...
but when the moment D and B were talking,
saying : 'i think i talk very less point ler'
' u think u r the 1 who talked less a?'
A anger,
suddenly burning in my mind,
n i say coldly: i should the 1 who talk the least...
then the situation started to be cold,
and i walked alone...
because i noe that i was going to express my anger,
and i did not want to express it as what last time i do...
until i came back home,
express at here...
......

P/S -
Why some of the women are so disgusting...
Especially fat woman...
like to act cute but now i feel that is disgusted...
for those fat woman who is reading my blog,
pls dun angry,
i dunno which kind of words to pronoun them,..
just certain fat women...
Not because of the size/shape,
but is the characteristic and personality of them...
because i faced few of them are like that,
i think still got another 2 which i know at tuition center...
1st 1 is the 1 who make my timetable crush there crush here,
with a reason: kepong come to batu3 is jam...
Ha Ha Ha...
i never face any jam from kepong to batu3,
a lie...
then 2nd 1,
like to gossip with her fren during teacher is teaching infront,
and make many action which disturb ppl concentrating on study...
i can conclude that,
they love to say other ppl bad at behind...

Monday, May 10, 2010

MTE New Members & Chemistry Discussion Groups

Hehe...
today,
lower 6 get in and register...
many lower 6 come and also got some of them are 'shui'~
haha...
around 30+ bah...
but i dunno when the amount will be decreased by the time we play with them...

and also our dai lou,
planning a chemistry group discussion after school,
just got me, han jie, he and king kong attend...
but i almost finish all the exercises that given by miss lee last week...
haha...
quite bz...
time to stop...

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Work Hard

Haha...
Quite weird...
This few days,
I opened the book and read,
also finish all the homework that teacher told us to do...
And now,
I'm studying and making a short note for chemistry ( my weakest subject )
Suddenly,
I not just aiming for pass,
but aiming to get A for 3 subjects,
that is math, physics and chemistry...
In order to get into E&E engineering or architecture...
And what i realize now is I have been wasted lots of time for playing on9 game...
And I also dunno why i suddenly turn out my mind to quit game and concentrate on STPM from NOW...

Maybe influence by my kai mui -- Carmen
She changes a lot,
and does not same as last time when i last saw her...
She now changes to be hardworking,
study hard and lives nicely...
Haha...
great to see her changes to this...
at least she is catching the life in every second.
Quite miss her now and i also do not know how much does she change...
Since i have edi 1 year do not meet up with her...

Another things make me happy is finally i and she have become much like a friend...
from last time until now...
this period of time quite tough for me...
everyday also do not know what am i doing...
and now i am awake...
thks...
thks for accepting me and treat me like a friend...
i really do not good in communication skills...
especially facing to girl...
some time i will speak very very softly like a little girl...
maybe what stupidguy talk is truth...
i feel shy when talking with gal...
haha...
but quite happy when chatting with her...
like find back another me...
And i do not hope any further request,
jus hope we can be friend always...

P/S
I will study hard from NOW,
to get a course i want,
to give a comfortable life for my family...

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Break Down...

Computer...
is time say good bye for u...
although the time i with you is short...
but when u r gone...
i really very sad... = =...

ARGH....
why!?
why you break down so sudden!?
I din have any back up leh...
My photo, assignment, video...
all gone...
why u din giv me any signal before u gone!?
why!?
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wat happen to u!?
MY FILE ARGH!!!!!......
1 month also hvnt reached...
how you can finish ur life so fast!

Really a unexpected accident...
haiz...
i dunno what to say...
but my heart quite pain...
pc break le...
cant on9 surf net, chatting, playing...
pc break le...
photos, assignment and video all gone without back up...
pc break le...
i dunno how to pass my life edi...
呜呜呜...
why always is me?
why?
so bad luck geh...
why?
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P/S - Pls bless me...
photos bring me happy memory...
dun always try to spoil my photos...
dun take away my happiness...
pls ...
i beg u...
GOD...