Dream Something...

I am driving my car,
hanging around...
without notice my meter watch & oil lever...
I am in a hurry!
I do not know how long the distance I have traveled and how long the time I have used to reach my journey...
There is a uptown and a few of apartment...
Eventually,
I am stopped...
And wait...
I do not know what am I waiting for...
Just looking at those apartment...
I do not know how many days i have waiting...

One day,
A guy is appeared in my sight,
the guy look handsome and in the age of around 20-25...
His face is pale...
And he is approaching me...
He is trying to open my car!
I am shocked...
And quickly drive my car run away...
without looking behind...

I am awake...
looking at the clock...
It is around 3.30am...
sweat...
A dream again...
But I confuse in my dream...
What am I waiting for...
And who is the guy?

I continue to sleep...
And I do not know how long i sleep...
My door is knocked...
What the heck?
I look at my clock...
Around 6am...
What happening?
I thought it is a dream...
& continue sleep...
Waiting the sun come out...

P/S - Damn Terrible...

A Heavy Rain

I do not know why this few days i can't sleep well at night...
Maybe I sleep too much in the noon...
Some more my brother cough very loud next to my room...
Make me can't wake up early everyday...
I shall start exercise now to get back my muscle...

Wow...
The sky rain like dog & cat...
I'm on the way to puchong...
The weather is cold...
That mean my body is weaker than before...
Haha...
This does not the topic i want to say today...
My kai mui, Carmen is very sad or in the other word 'disappointed' for the Christmas Day...
Although she say happy when i try to comfort me,
i still feel that she is sad...
What can a brother do for sister?
I has planned somethings to give her a little surprise...
Last time i had checked from webside,
when a person get a present surprisingly,
the person will feel happy...
Therefore i take about 1 and half hour to prepare a present for she...
However,
not every process is going smoothly...
like the present paper is too small & my gift is too big...
& some more the sky start to rain heavily...

It take about 45minutes to reach the journey,
due to i am run out of time,
i do not catch a photo for the present i prepare...
Haha...
Now is the climax...
The floor is wet and my gift is hydrophilic...
What to do?
I decide to throw into her house...
but fail...
the present is drop on the wet floor...
How to do?
I manage to cross over her door and put the gift inside...
I am nervous because my style like a thief =.=
Eventually the gift is put nicely...
Mission completed~~
Back home lo~
if not no enough time for me to rush back before dinner,
if not my mum will call many times to me...

I can go out at night after i have moved to my new house...
however, when the dinner time,
i need to get back home eat dinner...
Maybe is my house rule,
Who know?

Christmas Day Might Be Bad Dream For Some People

Today,
shit!
I forget i got tuition today!!!!!
= =
Just want to say sorry to Ah Sho,
Forget you already...
Christmas Day right...
All tuition center already off...
You are a hardworking teacher...

My brother...
x other things!
My eldest brother is sick...
I do not know how to express my comment...
suffer the consequence of one's own doing?
Already know that he is still sick still go for BBQ...
Some more always sleep at midnight...
Now his cough become more and more serious...
Where got doctor working at christmas night?

My Wish For Christmas Day...

Finally she found me...
i thought i would never chat with her anymore...
I always scared to find her...
because i scared she would hate me more...
When she chat with me...
i felt the situation was very cold...
What had happened at past,
we still could chat with each other already considered very nice...
I didn't know what to talk about...
I was afraid...
I scared the more i talked,
the more mistake i made...
And also i scared even be friend also could not...
I wanted to say: Are we still friend?
But i had wrote so many time,
I erased how many time i tried to write...
This manifest how weak I was...
I did not know how to handle this kind of things...
I could not do anythings whatsoever...
The only things i could do was wishing her always happy & good luck...

Be happy for what you are doing now,
Be lucky for what you are facing now.

P/S - Once I take up, I shall know how to let down
Hope I can do this...

A Sudden Shock

That night,
I sat in front of computer like usual...
Phone rang suddenly,
and I took the call,
I was shock!
My sister was death!
What the heck was going on?

The people said:
Your sister had a car accident,
and unluckily,
we couldn't save her...

Why?
Why?
Why?

It was too shock and bad...
Why this would happen to me?

I realized that I was crying on the bed like a babe...
Sweat!
It was a dream...
But it likely real...
I couldn't fall at sleep anymore...
I was feared & shocked...

P/S - I do not know why i will cry... when i see a sad story movie, my eye will full with tears... Why?

My First Job~

The job i found was worked as a heart care promoter...
Free heart check...
Although worked very tired,
but when the moment I saw the money was bank into my account,
I felt very happy~
This was the first time i get my money by working!

Actually works as a promoter not so easy,
the 'boss' will give you a target about 1500-2500 pieces of paper to promote...
Damn many!
Luckily my 'boss' forget to bring some of them,
If not, i will feel scare...

After I works as a promoter,
I realize that promoter is not a easy/hard job...
This is because most of the people said 'no' while i'm giving the paper...
Haha...
Some more the 'boss' arrange you to a less people place...
What?
So less people how i gonna complete my job~!?
Finally,
i think a way to solve it..
put on the car 1 by 1...
XD haha...
finish~

Guard also give...
XD...

Dunno How To Say About My Cousin

First day he came

Second day

Third...

Fourth

Fifth...

Sixth...

Seventh...

Eight...

How ever,
I'm very angry & hate him...
But i still love him...
Haiz...
Maybe he still small,
& his parents do not teach him nicely...
Hope he can change to be 'clean'...

2大绝望

最近一直贴图，
很久没谈些心事咯～
没办法，
最近感到自己很疯狂，
拼命玩剑侠情缘网络版叁。。。
它的graphic，
美到。。。
有时忽然很妒忌拿 graphic design 的人。。。
有时很想拿这个 course。。。
不是很想。。。
是超想。。。
上个礼拜，
我和路边卖面的 uncle 聊天。。。
那一聊，
让我受益不浅。。。
让我了解知识的重要性。。。
而且他改变了我以前对人对事的看法，了解。。。
我还记得他说：要拿就拿自己所追去的科目，所喜欢的course读，这样读得才会快乐，才会积极去读。。。
我听到这句。。。
开始发呆。。。
我。。。
有的选择吗？

be4 我进入 Form6 时，
我曾考虑想读 diploma 拿 designing，
因为我觉得我对这一方面比较有兴趣。
我老爸听到 designer 这一句，
顿时反对。。。
他说没有前途，
男人去做女人工。。。
我听到后，
100个失望。。。
但是我有时老爸所寄托的希望，
继承他的工业。。。
我老哥已经拿了 programing，
没有可能进入 electrical engineering 了。。。
我的兴趣又不在于我老爸的事业。。。
我身体又不比别人好，
体弱多病。。。
一年只生一次病我都偷笑了。。。
有没办法举起很重的东西。。。
我非常的弱。。。
常常假象安慰自己，
很快就壮上来了。。。

记得Form5时有个女同学，
告诉了我，
女人需要强壮的男人，需要温暖，需要安全感。。。
这句话真的是伤得我很重。。。
我并没像外表那么坚强，
装着不当这一回事。。。
心里却严重被割了一刀。。。
我曾经想变强壮，
曾经很努力的做运动。。。
身无肥肉的我，
不管做多少次运动都壮不起来。。。
并不是我没做运动。。。
我真的无法忍受做了那么多次运动也无法强壮的事。。。
直到 PLKN 那2个星期后，
我肥了。。。
我以为机会来了，
每天早上去锻炼身体。。。
但是还是给人拒绝。。。
然后一场大病让我打回原样。。。
又再一次让我陷入绝望中。。。

我不知道如何是好。。。
女人喜欢减肥。。。
瘦真的有那么好么？

First Time Join This Kind Of Event

补充 cosplay

礼品

剑叁 poster

猜灯谜活动

挑战少林梅花阵

金山招牌

Cosplay

05/12/09 Gathering

Comment - Thks for coming to the gathering^^

剑侠情缘网络版叁 - 50级日本装

Graphic 调最高，
美吗？

剑侠情缘网络版叁

实在是太美了。。。
弄得我流连忘返。。。

Joey Yung's Concert~

This is my 1st time attend this kind of concert...
Haha...

Actually that day my family & i went to giant.
When we reached there, then we knew got this concert & we decided to stay...
Luckily we r late, coz joey yung came at 8.30pm...
But pity those ppl wait at there from 7pm...
Standing for 2hours++

Wahaha...
My 1st time giv to joey yung XD

The First Car Crush

Ah~~
So tired after tuition...
n i have drive from KL to batu5...
N the journey is very very lame...

But this is not the 1st time i drive on Jalan Duta...
However,
Today is quite weird,
start from jalan duta to jalan ipoh...
the whole journey keep jam...
ARGH....
I not driving auto but is manual car...
n i feel my leg become more n more tired...

During the traffic jam...
many car start to be 'wolf'
n i wont let they to do so...
so...
result,
i crush the car infront of me...
Im shock!
Because im confident wif my driving skill...
Maybe today is too tired + jam about 1hour...

Haha...
I should thks god...
coz doesn't cause so much damage...
also can be say doesnot damage at all...

Moving To Another New Environment~

This was a very busy holidays.
My family & I were moved to another new home that located at Batu4·1/2, Taman Bamboo.
Haha...
Actually it was an old house,
but now we were moved back to there...

Why?
because there is much larger than the house i'm living now.
because there is more peace than the house i'm living now.
because there is much nearer to the Pre-U school than the house i'm living now.
because ......
I think there is too many reason for me to say...

Moving to another new environment quite good,
but when the process u move ur stuff to there,
u will regret why u want to move to there?
There is plenty of beg & things need to bring!
Shit!
The quantity just like a big hill!
Big & heavy!

Haha...
Finally finish moving the things...
Quite terrible...

This week incident...

Haha...
Sienz ler...
Always need to jam at here 30min...
Since there are so many time for me,
so i do somethings make me out from bored lo...
Hehe...
Dun say i 'zi lian' ya...

Haha...
I think im getting more fat...
( no la, coz last time i really too thin, when i saw myself, feel little bit fat jor... )
However,
I will continue getting fat,
n train my body to be more n more strong...
Therefore i won't be fall down easily!

In the other hand,
I really feel dunno how to do at all,
i saw her web n notice that she is not happy...
I wan to comfort her,
but dunno wat to do...
When i saw her like tat,
i felt myself, my heart was injured...
I love her very much...
N no wan saw her get hurt anymore...
Aiks...
Am my attitude wrong?

Additionally...
I just noe my kai mui become single again...
Dunno want to be happy or sad...
happy - if a couple unhappy, maybe better separate...
sad - coz she get single again, n now she is sick...
Aiks...

P/S - Hope she always happy... & Hope my kai mui can recover soon...

My Sis Graduation~

Haha...
So long i save in my pc but i do not public out...
I find the pic incidentally...
Sry to my sis...
& also congratulate to my sis, who has graduated from UM...

Haha...
3 in the family,
2 have graduated...
left the only 1, that's me...
Sometimes also worry about myself...
Can i graduate like my brother & sister?
I noe myself very much,
i neither hardworking nor talented type...
Sometimes i also feel tat myself got infantile autism...
However,
I shall be confident to myself...
This can be proven by im studying in Form6 now...
Haha...
Although i got health's problem,
i think i am worried too much...

Holidays In Taiping~

In the 29th - 31th of august, my family & I went to Taiping to have a 3 days 2 night trip.



This is the 1st destination we had come after we reached Taiping.
My brother & I already very eager to try out the 'tao hu fa' which made out from this stall.
2 times! We had missed! & finally we could eat this time!
Wow...
Couldn't describe the softness of the 'tao hu fa'...
Sometimes i wondered could the 'tao hu fa' could eat by using straw...
( Paiseh, 4get to take the pic of 'tao hu fa'... )

After we had enjoyed the 'tao hu fa', this was the 2nd destination we needed to go.
Why there was so many ships?
Yeah...
This was a place which cooked seafood...

Hahaha...
Quite delicious...
Until I'm not willing to stop my hand & mouth...

After finish my dinner, a beautiful scene produced...
This was so hard for me could see this in the KL...
& I never forgot to talk a picture to share for those who were seeing my blog...

In the other days,
we had come to a park -- Taiping Park...


Beautiful lake...


P/S - Although it was a enjoyable holidays, I didn't feel happy... Didn't know why... Until now... Why?