20.03.2011

7.ooam in the morning...

so early wake up!

because wants to renew my IC.

After breakfast,

heading to Damansara Heights...

Passing by Help college...

N also Mahsa college...

and my mood has changed...

ya...

she is studying as Physiotherapy course at there...

haha...

still haven't forget about her...

finally reached JPN...

and shock...

lesser people when compare to last time i made IC...

just take 30mins,

finish all the progress and inform that after 2 weeks can come and take the new IC...

This few days I acted very frivolous...

when facing those new trainee in my office...

especially lady...

perhaps in the other words,

spoiling my image...

Acted very gay,

very color wolf,

and etc...

and never knew why I act like that...

Maybe I want to cover the other of me...

Maybe I avoid them to have a good feeling about me...

Maybe my personality has changed...

Maybe I am still waiting for her...

Still thinking about the dream ytd...

I dreamed about her again,

and in the dream, she was very happily with a guy...

once again i felt frustrated...

Really wanted to know,

how to chase u!?

......

....

..

Dream changed again...

I met a lady...

wearing was quite sexy,

and suddenly I became a hungry wolf,

uncontrollable heading to that lady and started to xxxx her...

and i woke up...

was that me?

but I could felt my anger, my hunger, my sadness, N etc when I acted...

ki siao!?

or enjoying?

who know?