My Birthday~

Well...
Today is my birthday~~
I'm getting mature already~~
Now I'm a 19 years old man...
Haha...
Should be sad when you getting older and older right...
Although i'm 19 years old,
but i'm single...
What a shame...
Should I start to find my only partner?
Who know?
God will settle it...

Aiks...
I dunno why i feel lonely...
like lack of somethings...
lack of a people...
who really understand my personality...
my truth face...
Hardly to find...
But i'm always a Mr Lonely...
Coz i never have the experience to look n call ppl to do somethings?
or i think that what i do is perfect?
Haha...
Nothing is perfect...
As what miss yap said:
I think you got 2 personality, sometimes u r very soft and i hate those man who very soft...
Haha...
Yea that rite...
Even I also hate myself why so soft...
Maybe that the reason she away from me...
I'm too kind...
I not enuf evil...
But i cant imagine when i turn to evil,
How evil i will be...
but 1 things is,
i think that i not only got 2 personality...
maybe >2 personality...
Haha...
Crazy man...
But atleast i know what am i doing...
But sometimes out of control...
=.=

Hmm...
Today i am supposed happy...
But i do not feel happy today...
And feel very annoying...

Maybe got some of the factor is too many homework for today...
chemistry got 2 homework,
muet got 1 homework,
Still got R&D stuff need to settle...
Some more today maybe is a unlucky day for me...
aiks...
Dun really feel that today is a special day for me...
But full with anger and annoy from the morning until now...
Maybe bor song someone...
And feel like wanna punch the ppl gao gao...

Haha...
Now i realize that i'm so fierce...
But it reach my line... to put up with it...
And i know how worse the ending if i explode it out...
Just a feeling...
Damn dulan...
Is the humanity for today's human is so worst?
Who know?

P/S -
Starting to get back the bz life...
My sis is going to study master...
Ah...
no enuf car used...