Disappointed...

Today is mesyuarat agong ko-ku...
8am i reach to school and start to enter the 1st club meeting -- chess...
I think that i will be chosen as a president of chess club...
Eventually...
The teacher does not choose me but a Form5 malay girl...
I have no comment at all...
I do not know what to say...
Or i do not know why she does not choose me?
I have been work for the club so many years...
Be the player of MSSKL since 2006 - 2008...
The oldest experience in the club...
I do not know...
But disappointed...
N she does not give me any position...
Just normal member...
I can't believe...
N going to be crazy...
I think that is a dream...
a nightmare...
but is real...

Later...
UBC...
No position for me again...
I have been joining UBC since 2004 until now...
N during the years,
i just a AJK for a unit...
N i got request for teacher that i wan a position for entering University...
But...
I not understand...
N not believe...

But computer club...
I just join this year...
The teacher offer me for Asst. President...

What wrong?
I can't understand!
Why i work hard for those club N they do not offer me a position...
Who can i believe?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?

P/S -
Really gonna to kill ppl...
Loyalty = Rubbish!!!!!