My Wish For Christmas Day...

Finally she found me...
i thought i would never chat with her anymore...
I always scared to find her...
because i scared she would hate me more...
When she chat with me...
i felt the situation was very cold...
What had happened at past,
we still could chat with each other already considered very nice...
I didn't know what to talk about...
I was afraid...
I scared the more i talked,
the more mistake i made...
And also i scared even be friend also could not...
I wanted to say: Are we still friend?
But i had wrote so many time,
I erased how many time i tried to write...
This manifest how weak I was...
I did not know how to handle this kind of things...
I could not do anythings whatsoever...
The only things i could do was wishing her always happy & good luck...

Be happy for what you are doing now,
Be lucky for what you are facing now.

P/S - Once I take up, I shall know how to let down
Hope I can do this...